Little meditation out of the French accent

I am just in that after-movie moment where everything suddenly gets a new and wonderful meaning hidden till the moment. Obviously I was not enjoying myself while seeing some people being tortured or thousands of people on the battlefield while shooting and dying. Obviously it was a love film, even worse, a French romantic film shot in Paris. Nice ingredients and a wonderful result.

At the end, media is guilty of such a horrible thing but they get it. how can they just push millions of ideas into your head as if they where trying to create some kind of living Frankenstein. We keep on repeating this unstoppable mantra; love is the answer for happiness. Sounds a cliché and of course it is. Even it is a cliché to say that speaking about love is a cliché. That's how things become mainstream and at the end they tend to disappear till some kind of people take their granpas jumpers and hand around taking photos of coffees and meals. 

Anyway, while experiencing my erasmus I must say I am worried. Also, it fits with my personality, and the thing is that I am always thinking about me being like 30. But the fact, the real fact, is that I am not. That's why nobody should be asked to be in a relationship when 20, and those who openly desire it may be mistaken. Is it an age to get stuck because of someone? To not to act totally free? To just reject some chances? My answer is clearly no, although I have been recently critizied of being a kind of selfish nazi. 

At some point I am. But, is it right not to take a job, to go on an Erasmus, to live another reality just because somebody is said to be your something for let's say some years? I am sorry, but I can also have feelings, desires of spending time with somebody, but where is the limit to give another person a huge piece of yourself?

I am not stopping living or feeling, but I need time to commit my errors and become a person. And for those deciding to do something, being or not students but being young, just do it! For the moment, let's face it, we are almost alone!